Abstract
The objectives of this thesis were to describe and understand the phenomena of mania and suffering. This ambition made it necessary to acquire systematic patients' knowledge of the phenomena of mania and suffering. This study is based on qualitative interviews and hermeneutic analysis and interpretation of the experiences of mania as a phenomenon and suffering of 11 former patients. Patients' experiences of mania are characterised by strong emotions, engagement and vitality. Mania is a powerful psychological and physical experience of being alive or of feeling paralysed by self-destructive forces. The experiences fluctuate between elated mastery and paralysed anxious isolation. The experiences of having, or not having, of being deprived of control over one's own life, and not being respected by others, are central dimensions of mania. Patients do not experience that the suffering limits their ability to enjoy life, have good self-esteem or good relationships. The family is a very important but ambiguous supporter for the patient. Relationships with friends, fellow patients and God provide relief and strength.