This article presents a personal narrative autoethnography of my relationship with nature. I begin by defining and describing what autoethnography is: an autobiographical writing form and research method that connects the personal to the cultural. Next, I present a series of stories of my nature experiences at different life stages—from early childhood, through adolescence, to present-day adulthood. I interweave these nature narratives with literature from depth psychology, deep ecology, ecopsychology, and environmental psychology to illustrate how my changing nature experiences reflect and complicate Western culture's evolving experience of, and relationship to, the natural world. I hope that my nature narratives inspire readers to re-member ecological self in their own lives and communities. Key Words: Personal narrative autoethnography—Ecological self—Ecopsychology—Deep ecology—Nature.
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