Abstract
This article explores the complexities that arose as I attempted to engage in feminist literacy research in a 5th-grade classroom where I worked collaboratively with the classroom teacher to implement literature discussion circles into her literacy instruction. I address the contradictions and conflicts that emerged regarding issues of neutrality and comfort. Many of the dilemmas that arose were due to the tension that exists between feminist researchers' simultaneous calls for both disruption and closeness. I wanted to help the teacher disrupt her assumptions regarding literacy instruction but was uncomfortable in doing so because of my need to maintain comfort in our relationship. As we began to explore alternative ways of dealing with the power relations that were circulating in our research relationship, I discovered the need to disrupt my own assumptions regarding power, the expert position, and my need for maintaining comfort. The research described here aims to shed further light on what it means to conduct feminist literacy research in real classrooms and poses questions for continued discussion among researchers attempting to engage in this type of research.
